I am convinced…

that, in the end, a Christian sexual ethic will triumph. This is because it most agrees with human happiness and design as it comes from the Designer. The problem is that we currently live in an age of arrogance, an age when all prior wisdom is considered suspect and knowledge that may appear to have spiritual sources even more so. So the ideas and wisdom formed over millenia of human experience are being disregarded in the belief they are shackles to progress rather than wisdom transcending time.

Of course it’s not so. Every generation thinks they invented sex and yet somehow doesn’t recall how they themselves got here. There is nothing new under the sun and our religious belief that somehow there is something new under the sun and that we are its source will eventually play out under the constant barrage of historical truth rooted in actual human experience and not utopian desire. We’re already seeing that happen in the great silent experience of people who’ve bought into our lies and have yet to voice their struggles.

Yet to get back to that place of respect and understanding, that place where we come to realize that the ideas that became traditional may just have become so because they, in fact, work in the world as it is and not as we think it should be, we are going to suffer. History is going to repeat itself because we are refusing to listen. Our current generation of lonely, broken, STD ridden people thinking that just breaking down one more barrier will be the key to love and happiness are going to find out they are wrong as have every generation before them which tried the same experiment. We will learn, the old lessons will be reaffirmed, but it will be by hard trial and painful experience and who knows how many generations and lives it will cost before sanity returns?

In that day the people now called homophobes, prudes, and regressives will be considered prophets and sages and those who continued to observe the Christian sexual ethic in the face of society’s barrages will be considered the forerunners of a new and better way of life. 

Those who decided to flow with current will, if they remain alive, need us to help them pick up the pieces and try to make some sense out of the damage.  And we will, because the love of Christ that motivates all true chastity also calls us to bind the wounds of those who have experienced the pains of its abandonment.

Until then we wait, watch, pray, and work for the greater good, even if the “greater” hates us for doing it.

I Wish…

I could have been in this picture. These are the clergy of the Diocese of the Midwest gathered in late June at the Parish Life Conference. I couldn’t stay because I needed to come back to serve St. George, also a very good thing. Such is the life of a traveling Priest. This Sunday? LaCrosse, Wisconsin.

FYI…

From time to time the title of this blog may be puzzling to some. What does “150 Knots” mean?

Well, it’s not about ships or planes it’s about prayer ropes. Orthodox Christians can carry prayer ropes each knot of which can be used to guide the person as they pray the “Jesus prayer” (Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me a sinner).  A rather lengthy one would have 150 individual knots, each of which who be one supplication.

In these days there are all kinds of arguments over what should be done about the state of things. I can think of only one, pray. Enter into deep prayer and the Holy Spirit will guide us into what we need, how to live in this world, and what God would have us do.

When I’m overwhelmed it’s the least and the best I can do. Grab a prayer rope, say the Jesus prayer for myself, for the world, for everything, and then rest in God. Sometimes its about a few knots. Lately its about 150.

FYI…

ADHD adults can tell you they are working really hard to get mentally organized—expending tons of energy on it—yet are frustrated that they get consistent feedback from important people (teachers when younger, parents, spouses, friends) that they aren’t working hard enough. This confuses hard work with results—and the two are sometimes strikingly disconnected for those with ADHD. One person I know described what it feels like to have ADHD as “having the Library of Congress in your head, but with no card catalogue.” Think about how hard it would be to get organized—a Herculean task!  Dealing with this sort of mind 24/7 can lead to a sense of helplessness—a sort of “I’m dancing as fast as I can so please don’t ask more of me” feeling.  Sometimes that feeling is voiced (and often met with a disbelieving, “Then why aren’t you doing better if you’re trying so hard?” from a frustrated spouse or parent.)  Sometimes the “I’m dancing as fast as I can” feeling is not voiced but simply leads to feelings of overwhelm or paralysis.

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I've Just Woken Up…

from a most beautiful dream as I often dream deeply in the early morning.

I was in an Orthodox Church and it seemed it was just before the service. As I left the sanctuary I saw a former parishioner of St. George Church, George Strickland, who recently reposed after an illness,  censing the church. This caught my attention and I came up to him and said “George what are you doing?” There was no answer but I gave him a hug, he was a big guy and although his sickness had taken the weight off he was healthy. In the dream I recognized that he had died and I asked him if he was okay. He responded “Yes” and then I asked him if he was with Jesus and he answered “Yes.” He then said to me “I’m praying for you.” and the dream ended as I walked the streets of a town elated and light in spirit.

May God give rest to the soul of His servant George and great comfort through this dream to His handmaid, Jennie, who stood by George as his wife, caregiver, and friend in George’s journey.

Wisdom…

What do I need? There is nothing on earth that I need, except that which is most essential. What do I need, what is most essential? I need the Lord, I need His grace, His kingdom within me. On earth, which is the place of my wanderings, my temporary being, there is nothing that is truly mine, everything belongs to God and is temporal, everything serves my needs temporarily. What do I need? I need true and active Christian love; I need a loving heart which takes compassion on its neighbors; I need joy over their prosperity and well-being, and sorrow over their sorrows and illnesses, their sins, failings, disorders, woes, poverty; I need warm and sincere compassion for all the circumstances of their lives, joy for those who are joyous and tears for those who are in tears. Enough of selfishness, egoism, living only for oneself and acquiring everything only for oneself: riches, pleasures, the glory of this world; enough of spiritual dying instead of living, grieving instead of rejoicing, and carrying within oneself the poison of selfishness, for selfishness is a poison that is continuously poured into our hearts by Satan. O, let me cry out with King David: Whom have I in heaven but Thee? and there is none upon earth that I desire besides Thee. My flesh and my heart fail, but God is the strength of my heart. Grant me, O Lord, true life, dispel the darkness of my passions, disperse their power with Thy strength, for with Thee all things are possible!

It's as Gray a Day…

as I can remember. The rain has been falling for hours while the cats sleep it all away on the living room floor. A ceiling fan quietly twists and hums through its duties and the irregular drops of water tap on the windows like lost children.

There are things to do today. In fact there’s a lot to do. Why people want to be in such a hurry to get out in the “real” world puzzles me. The chores, the things you do because you have to and the people you have to deal with are hardly any fair payment in return for being able to vote and walk into a liquor store. Work, at least work as it has become, is what happened when the world fell from its former grace. Its part of what some folks call the “curse” of the days beyond Eden and it has meaning only because the goodness of those days still somehow finds a way to shine through the cracks in the wall around the garden.

We were designed to be Farmers and Priests, caretakers of the good world given to us and singers of praise to its Maker. Now we live in cubicles, try to make our way through the gibberish, and if not by the sweat of our brow we make our way through the years by the sweat of our soul. Adam had no axe, there was no disfigurement to prune away, no death to remove from its place, no need even for a fire in the warmth of God’s life. Yet all that is past now. The tree could not be removed and we face the morning with a sigh.

It’s time to go now. Time to shower. Time to shave. Time to put on the best face for the day. In the car we go with the rest of the herd, crawling like ants in hope of sugar. It’s why people waste their money on the lottery and push their kids to be rock stars, the hope to be free of it all.

It’s a sign, too, that we were designed for something better and there is a place for us yet to go. The traces of Eden and the hope of heaven have not left us. They are instinctual, primal, and basic. They are why we sigh in the morning, fall into restless sleep at night, and think about what could have been on gray rainy mornings.

666…

As a child growing up among the Plymouth Brethren we would have, from time to time, have speakers on issues relating to eschatology, that is the study of teachings and beliefs about the end times.

The Plymouth Brethren were among the developers of Dispensationalism, the idea that the history of humanity could be divided up into eras of time when God dealt with human beings in certain ways based on His covenant with them. So, for example, between Adam and Noah God related to us in one way, and  then from Noah to Abraham in a similar but slightly different way, and from Abraham to Moses and so on. Much effort was spent on researching the Scriptures and defining these “dispensations” as well as defining and describing the particular covenant that God made with humanity in that era.

Now this is, a a sidelight to this article’s general thrust,  important to current politics because the teachings of Dispensationalism generally assume that the Church is one era, or dispensation and that following it God will, as time as we know it ends, return to reestablish the covenant He made with Israel through the Abraham. Therefore as a sign of this impending end the resurgence of the State of Israel as a Jewish state is considered to be exceptionally important because it gives substance to this belief. If you believe that the Church is merely one era in God’s overall plan and that He has chosen to return and restore His covenant with Israel having, and preserving, an actual Israel is very important even if the people actually living there don’t share your assumptions about who they are.

Of course this teaching is not concurrent with the ancient wisdom of the Faith which saw all of the promises God made to humanity fulfilled, intact, entire, and completely in Christ and the Church. There is as little need to revisit old covenants as there is to make payments on a mortgage that has ended. Yet there is an appeal to the teaching of Dispensationalism because it allows people to engage in prophetic speculation, deal with esoteric knowledge, and frankly, for some, its a way of avoiding the day to day responsibilities of being a Christian in the real world by spending endless hours searching for clues  to a question the angels themselves have no ability to answer.

Beyond the politics one of the most striking aspects of this is a near infatuation with the number 666. This number is found in a single verse in the book of Revelation and indicates to the Dispensationalist a kind of marking that will one day be required in a period of time at the end of history as a symbol of loyalty to the Antichrist and allowing a person to engage in commerce.

Now the truth is that no one is dogmatically sure what that one verse means. It has been theorized to indicate the numeric total of the letters in the name Nero Caesar, an emperor who violently persecuted the church. It has also been thought of as a number symbolic of incompletion, of being less than, all sixes rather than perfect 7’s. The bottom line is that there are as many answers to what 666 is as there are people who look at the data and as a child I listened to many speakers expound on who this number symbolized. One time the speculation even fell on Ronald Wilson Reagan, six letters in each name, and I’m not sure who or what is being suspected in the present.

Regardless the Orthodox Faith has an answer to the question, not necessarily to the identity of an Antichrist except in the generic understanding that anyone opposed to Christ is, in their own way, anti-Christ, but rather by providing, as it were, an alternative to the mark of the beast.

Since the beginning of the Church people were received into its life by baptism and chrismation. Chrismation is an anointing with oil on, among other places, the forehead and the hands. As this is done the Priest engaged in the anointing says “The seal of the Holy Spirit” and the people gathered to witness respond by saying “Seal.”  Could it be probably, then, that this dreaded “mark of the beast” is really the Apostle John’s way of saying that those who oppose Christ are, in a mystical way, sealing themselves to darkness in the same way that those who are sealed in chrismation are sealed to Christ through the Holy Spirit? Later on in the book of Revelation there is a passage where 144,o00 people, 12 x 12 and a number of fullness or completion, are noted as being sealed on their foreheads and marked as worthy and joined to Christ. This mention would not have made sense unless some kind of chrismation or sacred marking of the faithful was already practiced as  a point of reference for his readers.

Regardless, whatever the times bring, whether everything in the book of Revelation is literal, figurative, or more likely some combination of the two those who follow Christ, as the Orthodox Tradition explains, have been baptized and then “sealed” to Christ in chrismation have the authentic mark of life over which any beast, real or imagined, has no power.

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Thank you Fr. John Peck for posting the linked article on Facebook.