There are some things…
that will not be explained. This is a difficult thing because no matter how old we get there is part of us that remains a child asking “Why?” When the answers we want don’t come in the way we want them there is a choice between despair and leaning into the depths of God’s mercy and love. I ponder, sometimes, whether God allows unanswered questions for the greater good of discovering these depths. Sometimes it seems that this is all there is.
Third Prayer by the Lake…
Are there days gone by, O man, to which you would wish to return? They all attracted you like silk, and now remain behind you like a cobweb. Like honey they greeted you, like stench you bade them farewell. All were totally filled with illusion. See how all the pools of water in the moonlight resemble mirrors; and how all the days that were lit up with your levity resemble mirrors. But as you stepped from one day to the next, the false mirrors cracked like thin ice, and you waded through the water and mud. Can a day that has a morning and an evening as doorways be a day?
O luminous Lord, my soul is burdened with illusions and longs for one day—for the day without doorways, the day from which my soul has departed and sunk into the shifting shadows—for Your day, which I used to call my day, when I was one with You. Is there any happiness gone by, O man, to which you would wish to return?
Of two morsels of the same sweetness the second is the more trite. You would turn your head away in boredom from yesterday’s happiness, if it were set out on today’s table.Moments of happiness are given to you only in order to leave you longing for true happiness in the bosom of the ever happy Lord; and ages of unhappiness are given to you, to waken you out of the drowsy dream of illusions. O Lord, Lord, my only happiness, will You provide shelter for Your injured pilgrim? O Lord, my ageless youth, my eyes shall bathe in You and shine more radiantly than the sun. You carefully collect the tears of the righteous, and with them You rejuvenate worlds.
Wise Thoughts…
Christ gave us the commandment to love others but did not make it a condition of salvation that they should love us. Indeed, we may positively be disliked for independence of spirit. It is essential in these days to be able to protect ourselves from the influence of those with whom we come in contact. Otherwise we risk losing both faith and prayer. Let the whole world dismiss us as unworthy of attention, trust or respect – it will not matter provided that the Lord accepts us.
Archimandrite Sophrony (His Life is Mine, Chapter 6; SVS Press pg. 55)
Probably True…
An article on a study regarding gossip in the work place. The power of words indeed. I wonder what the percentage would be in church?
Some Helpful Information…
Some Truth Here…
On Peace and Despair…
Sometimes in nature a warm, healthful wind blows, pleasantly and lightly, permeating and coming in contact with the body, and the sky is serene; whilst at other times a cold wind blows, one feels, somehow, distressed and feverish, the wind pierces to the very bones and affects the body unpleasantly, the earth and sky are darkened; or else sometimes the state of the atmosphere is warm and warmth-giving, and at other times cold, benumbing. It is likewise in the spiritual life: sometimes our soul is surrounded and penetrated by a light, pleasant, warmth-giving, vivifying breath, we feel ourselves happy and tranquil; whilst at others our heart is touched by a heavy, deathly breath, accompanied by complete spiritual darkness. The first state proceeds from the Spirit of God, the second from the Devil. It is necessary to accustom ourselves to everything: as in the first case, not to grow self-conceited, so in the last, not to fall into despondency, into despair, but to fervently have recourse to God.
St. John of Kronstadt
Imagine…
if suddenly we would become aware of all the blessings, including the small and invisible, that God has provided for us? What would happen if every small breath and beat of our heart was a reminder of the One who holds things together? So often we travel through life unaware of the sea of blessings in which we swim because we presume that God’s blessings are large, grand, and extravagant. Most, however, are quiet. They flow in and out of our lives in near anonymity. The breath that comes in and out. The heart that beats. The light of morning.
If we were to become aware of the myriad of ways that God’s life intersects our own, the thousand silent blessings that surround us, we should be changed forever. So much of what we think matters would not, So many things of importance would fade away to be replaced by that which is better and higher. May we be changed forever.



