that will not be explained. This is a difficult thing because no matter how old we get there is part of us that remains a child asking “Why?” When the answers we want don’t come in the way we want them there is a choice between despair and leaning into the depths of God’s mercy and love. I ponder, sometimes, whether God allows unanswered questions for the greater good of discovering these depths. Sometimes it seems that this is all there is.
