I Think…

that perhaps one of the reasons the imperfections of the world, both minor and horrible, are allowed to continue is to stop us in our tracks, remind us of what might be, and call our thoughts higher. Everything here is temporary. Everything here, no matter how good or beautiful, is tinged with sadness, colored with imperfection, flavored by a struggle. Its a kind of wisdom to understand this and to, upon reflecting on it, live lightly on this Earth and fully in the Kingdom of God.

I've Just Woken Up…

from a most beautiful dream as I often dream deeply in the early morning.

I was in an Orthodox Church and it seemed it was just before the service. As I left the sanctuary I saw a former parishioner of St. George Church, George Strickland, who recently reposed after an illness,  censing the church. This caught my attention and I came up to him and said “George what are you doing?” There was no answer but I gave him a hug, he was a big guy and although his sickness had taken the weight off he was healthy. In the dream I recognized that he had died and I asked him if he was okay. He responded “Yes” and then I asked him if he was with Jesus and he answered “Yes.” He then said to me “I’m praying for you.” and the dream ended as I walked the streets of a town elated and light in spirit.

May God give rest to the soul of His servant George and great comfort through this dream to His handmaid, Jennie, who stood by George as his wife, caregiver, and friend in George’s journey.

Good Words…

No wonder, then, that it is so hard to be Christian–it is not hard it is impossible. No one can knowingly accept a way of life which, the more truly it is lived, leads more surely to one’s own destruction. And that is why we constantly rebel, try to make life easier, try to be half-Christian, try to make the best of both worlds. We must ultimately choose–our felicity lies in one world or the other, not in both.

Fr. Seraphim Rose

On Politics…

Politics becomes fierce and divisive precisely when people trust in it as a kind of transcendence, a structure that gives overarching meaning and direction to their lives and their world. As politics replaces God its ebbs and flows gain a significance well beyond the normal transitory flow of life. There is a kind of transcendent, even eternal, aspect to it so that wins and losses are not just things that can be changed in time but rather reflect on the core of the personhood of the people who hold the political opinions. For Christians politics is always about lesser kingdoms, temporary kingdoms, and when it achieves the substance in the Christians mind of the Kingdom of God it has warped itself into something dark and even unholy no matter how good the motives may appear to be.

Wisdom…

What do I need? There is nothing on earth that I need, except that which is most essential. What do I need, what is most essential? I need the Lord, I need His grace, His kingdom within me. On earth, which is the place of my wanderings, my temporary being, there is nothing that is truly mine, everything belongs to God and is temporal, everything serves my needs temporarily. What do I need? I need true and active Christian love; I need a loving heart which takes compassion on its neighbors; I need joy over their prosperity and well-being, and sorrow over their sorrows and illnesses, their sins, failings, disorders, woes, poverty; I need warm and sincere compassion for all the circumstances of their lives, joy for those who are joyous and tears for those who are in tears. Enough of selfishness, egoism, living only for oneself and acquiring everything only for oneself: riches, pleasures, the glory of this world; enough of spiritual dying instead of living, grieving instead of rejoicing, and carrying within oneself the poison of selfishness, for selfishness is a poison that is continuously poured into our hearts by Satan. O, let me cry out with King David: Whom have I in heaven but Thee? and there is none upon earth that I desire besides Thee. My flesh and my heart fail, but God is the strength of my heart. Grant me, O Lord, true life, dispel the darkness of my passions, disperse their power with Thy strength, for with Thee all things are possible!

What Your Kids…

might be listening to today.   One woman’s experience with listening to her 14 year old family member’s IPod. Warning- offensive and vulgar language presented only because its part of what you need to understand.