I'm not a person…

given to bumber sticker faith but I did have one of those small oval stickers on the back of my car with STE on it for St. Elias. The sticker is faded, though, and peeling so I’ve decided to replace it with another oval sticker that says “Wake up and smell the incense…Eastern Orthodoxy”. I thought it was kind of neat.

At least it helps me find my rather generic (but extremely durable) Saturn in a parking lot.

Highway 61…

runs through some beautiful country on the road from LaCrosse to Boscobel, WI. It’s coulee country, hills with deep valleys that the Ozark folks call “hollows” and roads that wind in whatever gap is wide enough for lanes. I imagine how it must be in fall when everything is lit up with nature’s own leafy fireworks.

Little towns straddle the road with names like “Mt. Zion” and “Soldier’s Grove”. Other towns are just a sign pointing down a side road and into another valley. It took a real sense of the need to get home to avoiding a turn and finding out what “Gays Mills” or “Wauzakee” looked like. But the skies above looked like rain and I wanted to rest just a little bit before the work week took hold. So the car and I pushed ahead, down and back, with little time for rest. Things to do, places to go.

I did, however, make one stop along the way and jogged north for a few miles past Westby, WI, to see Living Waters Bible Camp. When you’re young and in the Plymouth Brethren bible camp is summer vacation and spiritual retreat combined and I was part of the group that helped build Living Waters back in the day when it was part of a farm and we camped out in tents at night and built things during the day, occasionally taking a break to wander in the hills.

The camp had, of course, added things in the years since I’ve been there but the shape is the same and just seeing it brought back memories. We had spiritual moments there and sometimes we had girlfriends of the kind you can only have at bible camp. Living Waters was the place where we fought for the sugared cereal in those little boxes at our campsites, where I got a black eye once but kissed a girl too (happened same year but not related) and also where we met distant friends and told stories long into the night.

As I drove slowly around the grounds all of it came back to me and it was everything I could do to not stop, get out, and see if there was anyone there I remembered. I still know the family names from the old days and they still, even though I haven’t been with the Plymouth Brethren for decades, probably remember mine.

But there were, as usual, places to go and miles ahead and so I turned back up the valley and drove past the old tobacco shed (in the old days people around LaCrosse grew tobacco in the hills) and up the winding road. My dad, rest his soul, would be proud to see the camp he helped build still alive, functioning, and blessing. As for me it was about continuity, linking my past to the present and finding healing, strength, and joy in it all. How long ago it was and yet how close as well. For a moment I was both the boy who stayed in those dorms and wandered the hills and the man with the collar just passing through and pondering as time stood still.

I'm on the road again…

today, this time to Boscobel, Wisconsin for a funeral. They say it might rain but for now the skies look clear and in less than an hour I should be away.

The person I’m doing the service for was not in my parish but is Orthodox and the service will be at the grave. The skies above will determine its length, sun means longer, rain means shorter, and I hope I can provide some comfort and do right by a group of folks who’ve slogged through a long period of illness.

One of the things I encounter out here in southwestern Wisconsin is the reality of scattered Orthodox. People come to Wisconsin for many reasons, not the least being the scenery, and if they’re Orthodox there’s a dilemma. With not too many more then a dozen parishes in the state the coverage can get thin. St. Elias draws people from nearly an hour away, the geographical size of the parish extends across two states and many counties. The tightly clustered rules for urban Orthodox communities don’t apply here and so you have to find a church where you can and services as they come. If the weather gets bad all bets are off, especially in the hill country around LaCrosse.

This family in need came from small town Wisconsin and then moved to the larger venue of Eau Claire, a city of over 60 thousand but still without a local Parish or a resident Priest. I was closest to the small town they came from, they didn’t know I commuted from St. Paul, Minnesota, and so I was called. I don’t mind helping, but part of me is sad.

Why isn’t there a parish in Eau Claire? Over a hundred thousand people live within its borders or an easy drive and still no church. Orthodox, who, for whatever reason, move to towns like Eau Claire often have no place to go. Why should we be surprised, then, when they drift away or scan through the Yellow Pages hoping to find someone, anyone, available when a crisis occurs.

The hardest part of this is that I feel so limited. As the range of St. Elias circle of influence increases my ability to care for all the good people scattered through the area decreases. Surely these people are at least entitled to have someone come and bury their dead.

Regardless in less then a half hour I’ll be on the road again and since I’ve never been to Boscobel before it will be a chance to see some new country. We’ll gather at 2 this afternoon and lay this man to rest, it’s a good and right thing to do, but I wonder what will become of this family once I turn my car around and head back north.

What happens…

if someday, somehow, everything comes true? External audits, diocesan Bishops, decentralized and conciliar administration, transparency, all the things we claim we want. What happens?

Someone once said “Be careful what you ask for because you may get it.”

If we are indeed in a time of change we should be preparing ourselves now for the time of responsibility that is to follow. The sad truth, of course, is that much of what we are experiencing now might not have happened if we all had taken real responsibility earlier but that’s history now and hopefully we’ll not repeat it. Still we have to face what will happen when the walls fall and the castle is laid bare.

Because its easy to cry “Revolution” and get caught up in the spirit of the moment but much more difficult to run the country you’ve now taken. Once the glow is faded and the banners stowed away bills still need to be paid, paper has to move from place to place, phones have to be answered, and questions addressed. For years we’ve said “That’s the Priest’s job.” “That something for the Bishop.” “Send it on to New Jersey.” Then we expected problems to magically vanish, money to come us without strings, and truth to flow without effort.

Could this be part of why we’re where we are now?

Yes, our hierarchs, our trustees, our structures, our systems, they all need to be, as best as sinful humans and things can be, transparent, effective, moral, holy, and right. But what about us? The truth is that “speaking truth to power” is much easier than speaking truth to ourselves. Holy Bishops come from holy churches full of holy people. A living Church cannot be made of dead stones. If we chafe with the idea of being treated like children then perhaps we also need to tend to our own maturity as well.

In this lies the difference between revolution and revival. In a revolution people demand that the powers that be change. In a revival the people change as well.

Some words…

The stories have been unfolding through channels, official and otherwise, regarding the happenings at our Archdiocesan Convention in California and if even half the stories are true these days will not be remembered as the best of times. Security guards taking documents from delegates. Clergy threatened and called names, physical confrontations. The list goes on and its unsavory to say the least. Someone looking in at us from the outside searching for hope would surely be discouraged. For the moment the world seems covered in shadows.

This is not what we were meant to be.

We need to be a church that is conciliar, accountable, vital, holy, alive, and faithful. In a word we need our Church to be Orthodox in the best sense of the word. We need a Church that represents our highest aspirations and not our lowest machinations. We need a Church where truth and trust are not rare and holiness is abundant. We need the Church to realize itself as the Kingdom of God, a trust and not a possession. In a world of grays we need the Church to shine with clear light.

We will get there.

Such times as these are what always happen when an old order dies and a new one is born. We’re in the travail of birth as the past is loosening its grip and the future is unfolding. Hearts are being stirred and hearts will not be denied. Night will break into dawn, it is inevitable, it is the nature of things.

The fires of this time are unpleasant but through them purity will come, in ourselves, our institutions, and our character. This is the fire of love, a sign that God has not abandoned us, a sign that we remain, despite our mortality, his children. If we listen and heed we will do well.

I am tired and frustrated by it all. I would like to think this is a dream and that at some moment I will wake up and find myself safe in my own bed. Sadly this is not so. A time of struggle and hardship is upon us and the only way out is through.

Yet there is light.

The tides of history have washed over us and we have survived. Empires have risen and fallen and we remain. Some times we glow like fired steel and other times we are cold like wet stones yet we still exist. This moment in time is harsh and painful but it will pass. The One who brought us into being has promised His presence and when times and people and events run against us our hope in that presence endures.

And so will we.

A worthy read…

7.22.09

Pastoral Care and the Crisis of Power

In the See of Antioch, at the current time, there is a confrontation, a crisis of opinion, and painful consequences may follow. Are the bishops, within an eparchy that is headed by a patriarch or a metropolitan as an ecclesial administrative unit, bishops over a territory and a faithful people, or are they auxiliary bishops (asaqifa musa’idun)?

The traditional position, within the Orthodox ecclesiological framework, makes the bishops within a single eparchy brothers and the primate (mallak) of the eparchy first of all the first among equals and secondarily the head of a local council, governed by principles and canons and made up of the bishops of that eparchy. This assumes that each of them oversees a territory and a people. In principle, bishops are not titular or auxiliaries, dependent upon the metropolitan or the patriarch.

But, historical events came about in past eras that divided some bishops from their territories and their flocks, as happened in the Byzantine Empire after the fall of some of its regions to the Ottomans. It was hoped at the time that exiled or refugee bishops would return to their regions. However, matters became more complicated and situations worsened and such bishops found themselves permanently exiled from their flocks. Or, the dioceses which they had overseen in principle were emptied of their Orthodox people.

With the passing of time, this inaugurated the custom of consecrating titular bishops who, at first, longed for military or political turnarounds that would return an Orthodox presence to their former regions. When the years went by and the winds did not blow as the boats wished, hopes changed to almost a formal etiquette, and the custom became firmly entrenched of choosing titular bishops who quickly became helpers (musa’idun) or auxiliaries (mu’awinun) to some of the actual primates of the eparchies, dependent on the patriarch. This gave birth to an unintended custom, without any ecclesiological base. However, it became accepted and enshrined in practice insofar as the ancient traditional practice among us of each bishop being the bishop of a people and a territory into decline in practice. With it, the page closed on local synods within one eparchy and it sufficed to have synods on the level of patriarchates or the equivalent.

Some circles, today, hold fast to the contingent practice over ecclesiological theology because it has become widespread and followed for many years. The temporary became permanent. Others hold to intellectual principles of ecclesiological theology and hope to rectify the current historical deviation in this situation and to return dioceses to their traditional function, especially since there exists a need, here and there, for more bishops of territory and people so that we do not go too far in making the episcopate in general only an administrative, ritual function. The bishop is the pastor par excellence and must remain so in practice.

Between those who seek this or that line of thought, today, there is confrontation and debate. It does not appear that it will result in a speedy understanding in the foreseeable future and it is to be feared that it will grow into an impasse and from there into something with an unpraiseworthy outcome.

How to get out of this dilemma?

The answer is not easy. However, if we were to put forward the reasons for this crisis, we do not find it to be simply ecclesiological or canonical in nature, but also historical, temperamental, and psychological. We have become accustomed to such with the passing of generations! It is not easy for those who have become accustomed to sole power in their eparchies and to dealing with titular bishops almost like deacons to have partners in power within the lifetime in which they work. Let us say it frankly: the problem is the problem of a power struggle! Few are prepared to let go of their prerogatives! The issue, at the base, is not ,as it is put forward, a theological issue and it is not a pastoral issue. What determines the traditional or the ecclesiological, theological or the canonical argument, at the basic level, is the holding on of each of the concerned parties to the power which they think rightly belongs to themselves and not to others. Each one brings forward this or that evidence, in reality, because it is convenient for him. If we were to hold fast to ecclesiological theology and the traditional canons, in the matter before us, then we would have to openly express only a small number of the positions we implicitly adopt or to which we consent and which are not in agreement with [Orthodox] principles.

The question of the diaspora, especially North America, is today in our opinion the foundation of the current problem and what brought to light the intellectual divide which had long remained hidden. The status of any of the Orthodox churches, the See of Antioch included, is not sound there, either from an ecclesiological or a canonical standpoint. By what right do we hold on to the dependence of the Antiochian Archdiocese in North America on us? That eparchy is no longer at the stage of just being sent out. We helped it during its beginnings, but now it is mature, and more mature than us here in its theology and its learning and its organization. By what right, then, is it assumed that it should be under our care? Is it because some of its people have left us? So what? Generations and generations have grown up there for years and the people in those lands have become American. Is it because there is a sentimental heritage which ties us to them and them to us, or because there is something like nationalist feelings which hold us to them and them to us so that they must be subject to our local ecclesial structure? This has no relation in any case to ecclesiological thought nor to the ancient ecclesiological practice which has come down to us from the Apostles and saints. Thus the practical theology which we use in this matter is faulty and unacceptable if we were to be fair and correct.

And what is to be said about the canonical disorders that we’re up to our ears in over there?

The situation of all the Orthodox eparchies dependent on mother churches in North America is uncanonical. There is one Orthodox church in those lands whose situation is sound and canonical: the American Orthodox Church (OCA). This alone is independent and autocephalous and this is de-facto recognized by the other Orthodox eparchies. Its recognition, formal or implicit, by the eparchies depending on mother churches is clear and frank confirmation that the status of these eparchies is uncanonical and unsound. If these eparchies and mother churches on which they depend were to be logical with themselves and consistent with Orthodox ecclesiological and canonical thought, in the true sense of the word, then they would belong to the OCA or would at least enter into an understanding with it and the thorny crisis of the Orthodox presence there, theologically and canonically, would end. The simplest position and the most sound is for us to leave the Orthodox in North America to themselves and to encourage them to arrange their affairs themselves! We and the other mother churches are the ones who are complicating their affairs!

Naturally, there are those who claim that the problem of the diaspora is, to a great extent, a problem of nationalist sentiment. The sentiments exist, but not to the degree that is thought. The Church in the past has d
ealt with nationalism– in Constantinople, in Antioch, and elsewhere– and she is able to deal with it in every time and place whenever proper ecclesial sentiment abounds. But if nationalistic notions eclipse concern of the Church, then this is a dangerous event and a serious deviation because we are no longer a church possessing one faith, but rather a group of tribes. The truth is that the mother churches hold on to their eparchies in North America because they do not want to be stripped of their prerogatives and their benefits and their power there. The issue of money plays an important role in this matter and likewise does political and ecclesial influence. None of this has any connection to the Church in the exact meaning of the word, not to her theology, nor to her canons, nor to pastoral care for her people nor to her spirituality.

I will return to the subject of the bishops and I will say that the hidden cause behind the debate going on between those who hold to the concept of titular, helper bishops and the concept of local bishops over a people and a territory is, in reality, related to the passions. There is struggle for power, in the worldly sense, going on, and the arguments put forth call for each to claim his own power and leadership. But we have no power to receive, rather service to give for the Church of Christ and the People of God. For this reason, if we were to be just, then we must, first and last, to put pastoral care for the People of God before ourselves and before any other standard. The struggle for power going on today is, unfortunately, on account of this pastoral care! The single legitimate and acceptable question in this context is: what is most appropriate for the care of the Orthodox faithful here and there?

For this reason it is to be hoped that the interaction of the metropolitan with the bishops within a single eparchy, wherever they may be and especially right now in North America, will be first of all with goodness, love, humility of heart, and magnanimity. The issue of the episcopate, which has long been outside the genuine ecclesiology, will not be solved by emptying it of its pastoral content and enshrining its titularity, and not by, in response, idolatrously harping on the application of cannons but rather by the metropolitan embracing the bishops as brothers, and the bishops the metropolitan. Calmly and deliberately we will become able to solve our issues in cooperation and simplicity and flexibility, relying on [Orthodox] principles, and we will raise up the People of God in truth so that God will be glorified in us. The way of dividing, subjugating with decisions from on high, and debasing is of no avail. It will only alienate and create factions and lead to schism! I say this and it is to be feared that we are in a delicate and dangerous situation. Orthodox America will not be treated in the ruinous way we are accustomed to in our lands here! If we do not leave our selfishness and our pride and build each other up with kindness and generosity and put the good of the Church and its unity and theological principles ahead of any personal consideration, whatever it may be, then worse is to come!

Archimandrite Touma (Bitar)

Abbot of the Monastery of St. Silouan the Athonite Douma Sunday July 12, 2009

No news yet…

from the Archdiocesan Convention. Just a few pictures on antiochian.org but this is only day two.

My hope is that the troubles we’ve been experiencing and the issues they’ve raised don’t papered over in a sea of hafli and happy pictures. Yes, it can be done in a civil and decent way but it still needs to be done. Let’s face what we have to face, sticking with the facts and doing everything with a very large dose of humility and let some fresh air, and healing, in.