Among the treasures…

of growing older is the appreciation of spring. Winter, the plaything of a child, seems to grow longer with the years, colder, and harder on the soul. When the snow begins to melt, not the false melt of late January but the melting days of March when the sun and time guarantee the results, there is a sense of relief that grows over the years. The earth warms, and the human soul with it. The days are longer and life itself seems to extend, shaking off the gray and white and putting on green and all the colors of the sun.

As a child I noticed very little of all of this. I was glad to get out and play, of course, but the larger significance passed me by.  Spring is resurrection, the putting off the cold, the dying, the worn out, the tired, and its replacement with tender shoots of life. Within in it is a taste of the deepest human longings and the destiny we wish we hadn’t abandoned in Eden. It seems so much more apparent now. Perhaps its because as you get older the idea of seeds lying in the ground, abiding alone, awaiting the warmth of the world to bring them back to life seems so much more relevant.

Our technology is remarkable…

but for those who trust in it alone the recent events in Japan are sobering. Even the best we can do is still subject to the power of the creation from which it emerges and every so often we’re reminded of this. Put not your trust in princes, the Scripture says, even, perhaps, the princes of technology.

The only blessing…

in everything that’s happened in Japan is that Charlie Sheen has been knocked off the public stage, at least for now. It’s amazing what the human mind can focus on when left to idleness in the illusion of prosperity.

What would happen…

if there were no sports on TV, no football on Sunday afternoon? Well there would probably be shock at first but soon enough people would move past the bread and circuses and discover, life. The NFL and other major sports leagues should consider that after an early, painful, withdrawal people will wake up from the daze and come to remember that professional sports are just entertainment, nothing that truly matters is attached to them and those people sitting on the couch next to you are actually your children.

Sometimes…

I see the craziness rippling though the Orthodox Christian world and I think “What in the world have i gotten myself into?” I thought somehow it was supposed to be better, a greener kind of grass on this side of the fence. Alas I was mistaken.

People in the Orthodox Church can be be as whatever it was I thought I was leaving behind on my journey. Egomaniacal? Check. Political? Check. Missing the point entirely? Sure. Come to think of it, though, I can be that way too. Of course when that happens to me, when I’m still like the person I thought I had left behind, it doesn’t make the headlines because, well, I’m very distant from the thrones and dominions. Yet I have my ways, even in my own little world.

What to do?

Well, there have been more than a few times when I felt like running off to a tropical island and spending the rest of my life playing music for tourists. Its an honest living. There have been times, as well, when the whole idea of being a hermit seemed okay. Completely leaving the whole thing behind was out of the question but sitting quietly in a back pew for the rest of this temporary arrangement had its charms.

Yet that’s the way it is with the Church. We bear each other’s burdens even if we don’t actually know the struggler. It’s a pact, when they need help I need to have their back and when my time comes I pray they have mine. While people higher up the food chain can have a disproportionate impact the principle still holds. I see them struggle and somehow I have to find a way to be strong for them, to lift them up, and help them recover if I can. They might not like the whole idea, after all there are times when I don’t want to be reminded of my rough edges, but a deal is still a deal. Great or small, important or not, I’ve got to do what I’ve got to do. Its in the Book.

Now off for some more Lent.